But this time there is no him.
why then I said I dreamed of him again?
Because I found out in the dream itself that he is no longer exist.
I thought of seeing him in bed sleeping soundly, but the reality in dream as well put me into pain of realization that he is no longer available to me when I need him.
I felt a sense of lost.
I finally felt it.
There are countless time I wanted to cry but realize there is no one beside me for me to lean on.
Tears circled around but I never let it drops.
I move on.
I hope I can do it until the end.
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