Showing posts with label reflection. Show all posts
Showing posts with label reflection. Show all posts

Sunday, April 10, 2011

discovery

it is a painful path to discover something very personal - the self.

everyone trying to be open as openness is one of those trait that universally desired.
of no doubt, i am one of the fans too.
it is funny when people said they can open to things, but their reaction revealed the opposite.

it is almost a universal truth that things seem to be easier when you speak it out, but difficult once you trying to put it into action. i'm one of those person who contradict themselves.
saying one thing, acting out another.

it's hurt sometimes when you step forward, peeling one layer after another, moving closer to know who you really are.
such discovery may be delighted at times, but when mood swing strikes, it simply make you feel like the world is gonna end, that the next day would be 2012.
but only God know or God also don't even know when the world is gonna end.
when am I victimized myself.
the negative viral is the hardest things to break once you step your foot in.

monitoring helps. to a extent. once you lose track, you lose completely.
let's bring something positive.
when you feel negative, just do something.
the circle break, or at least, interrupted.
i found out that formula. have you find yourself one too?
share with me. i will be delighted.

Monday, March 28, 2011

心不在焉

自己好像很心不在焉的。
没有活在当下。

有很多时候,
会突然的发现,
这种感觉。

没有给百分百的专注力,
在自己的生活上。

这让我觉得,
我活得枉然。
有反省的日子,虽然空洞,却真实。

真空般的写实。
以为有些东西,
细看下,却似乎什么都没有。
因为有了似乎,我觉得有东西的可能性是绝对存在的。

人很奇怪,
我也很奇怪。

在相同的本质上,寻求分别,找寻自我。
却又为了这个分别,提起干戈,把自己归类,只跟相同的自己存活。

人因为分别而有自我的意识。
人因为相同而不分你我。

人,好像什么都可以概括。
泛滥的可怕。
完美的容纳。

啊!
都是一线之间!
都是我脑袋惹的祸!