Praise and Blame...

I hate blame.
Especially blamed with no legitimate reason.
I love praise, even the reason is not a valid one.

Too bad, people will blame you without any valid reason
but they refuse to did it the same in praising manner.
Don't worry, I am not saying that I've been blamed by someone recently,
and throwing tantrum over here.
Is just that, I found myself is a Praise-seeker, indeed.

Love people praise me in anyway even it doesn't make sense at all.
Sadly, if it is then I realized that people praise me just out of his/her good mood.
I will definitely depress and moody for a long period of time.
I don't like lie. A simply-praise is just another way of lie to me.
I might feel happy and smile evilly at first, but it is definitely opposite in the end.

Drank a bottle of drink called "KAMPAI".
It tasted just suck.
It mixed apple juices with alcohol which make me really sick with it.
I don't like alcohol*
But I have seen lots and lots of people used alcohol to bring their guts on.
They talked and talked loudly.
They said things and said things without really think about it.
They did things and did things but never did them have deliberation on the consequences.

2 main reason I hate alcohol?
1) It tastes suck like what people said, the urine of devil.
2) I wanted to overcome my panic nerves myself, never with a supplement of alcohol.
*though it is always very hard to do so

What I did today?
At Cheryl's house, and I was really felt so lazy and sleepy till I slept on the floor for quite a long time.
Accidentally, I spilled(corrected by cheryl) the Milo drink that she make for me.
Sorry, Dear~ Luckily, it still left 2/3 portion to satisfied my hunger.

Ooops, friend calls. See ya.