I love me.

I love the past of me, the me that could spent hours and energy till last drop of juice in basketball games.
I love the past of me, the me that could skip his nap and dinner to swam in the genting court's small swimming pool.

I love a me that was so energetic once.
Time flies, and here is the fatigue me.
Time is not the main factor, but the laziness and motivation-lacks are definitely were.

Jogged yesterday, wanted to end the run at point B. I stopped far from it eventually.
I am not that motivated anymore.
I failed to push myself at that moment like how I used to be.

Few days more left for my 1st sem's holidays.
Not satisfy with the way how I passed it.
With a blink of eyes, 2 weeks gone with nothing I have really done.
Other than produced 2 big eyes bag, I did nothing else.

Gonna start readjusting myself as another semester is just around the corner.
HELP is far more competitive compared with what I previously had done.
It is really not the time for me to play the fool anymore.
Time aint gonna stay there and wait for me to have a ride on.
It will just fly away regardless of who you are!

BLuR.
Okay okay, back to what I wanted to say.
Feeling aches all over my body, especially shoulder and hands.
Only jogged for one day, and this is the outcome.
It is really long long time back that I will be in such a situation - feeling pain after exercise.
Maybe few years back I am always on my top form, top fitness.
Metabolism was in high rate.

I am feeling really tired now after few matches of basketball in past few hours ago.
Feeling sleepy as well. From good sitting posture turns to bad lying pattern.
Guess it is time to say good bye, thought I still and always have thousands more words to type on.

Good bye. Night~