Thursday, October 21, 2010

it's time to drop by.

Couples of time I wish to drop by and mark down some significant things that have happened
lately but it is weird that I actually not motivated to do it once I open the webpage.

Why? you must be thinking. this is exactly the same question that wander across my thought.
I don't pay much thought to it, just as how I treated my time.
let it pass, let it be.

On Tuesday morning, I woke up seeing the clock strikes at 10.00am, for that instant, my distress arise uncontrollably.
mixture of anger and irritation bathed my face, school-less Tuesday didn't begin at the good start.
feeling miserably for not being to keep up to my schedule.
I not wanting to wake up so late. It wasn't in my original plan.
But blame who if I am the one who did it.
Not being able to follow the plan is just so pathetic.
i deserved sympathy from myself - such a poor little boy, you couldn't keep up to what you've plan, pity pity.

everything should trace back to Monday morning or even Friday night to search for the root of all cause.
guilty, shame, angry, and disappointed - my conscience is alarming that it is facing threat.
I can't help just like you can never save the water pour from the bail.
Wow, clueless.
= the end=

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