Not that I have done well for this test,
neither did I screwed it up.
Instead, it is because I did revision much earlier than before.
It was just one day in advance though.
It doesn't consider as last minutes study,
because the test is on Tuesday, and I started it on Sunday night.
No more study on the day before, but one more day in advance.
A good change, but not big enough,
because I planned to did it on Saturday, but as you might figure out, it failed.
Although I did study on Sunday, but in fact, it wasn't according to my plan.
I still procrastinate after all.
And I do see the consequence at this time.
There is one part of diagram,
I can't seem to figure it out,
no matter how hard I squeeze my brain juice.
I am so caught up at that moment.
Trapped in the realm of my own mind world,
can't get myself out of it.
The painful part is not that I didn't study for that question,
but in fact, I did go through but never in depth.
That answer once popped out in my mind, and I write it down on the paper,
I knew the answer! I am so sure at the first place that it was, but change my mind afterward,
simply because I don't find it make sense with that particular question.
It was so near, yet so far.
The feeling of not knowing something that you knew,
is seriously f*cked-up.
My gf advice me not to put it in heart,
take things easy.
I refused to.
I want to use that to create "scar",
to remind myself not doing it again next time.
Let's wish it could really hit on me somehow.
Hope so.
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