Totally messed - Final for second semester in HELP

It is badly messed up, for my finals in this second semester, though there is still one last paper on next Wednesday.

I know I have screwed my papers.

Having 4 papers in two subsequent days is certain decision by the admin after deep consideration for the time clash between each subjects.

I can blame no one, if any, that's could be only me.

Reason is simple enough,

I got the whole semester to revise my subjects.

It's me that choose not to.

Who ate chili, who tastes spicy.

I ate, now I am feeling the pain.

Regret is always there, but action always ignore.

Even up to the point that I am fed up to motivate myself - to take action against it.

Especially for Career Guidance module-II,

I am so clueless what to write.

I am even struggle in how to construct a proper English sentence.

Scratching my head hardly, hoping the "right word" will pop up somehow, like miracle happens.

And like most of the tragedy, or sad ending, it did not happened.

Bad things hitting me, continually.

Like being slap, countlessly, one after another.

Pain after pain, coupled with disappointment, life isn't easy after all.

Of course, no one says it is easy in the first place.

Tiring.