Moving Cloud.

Saw cloud moving while figuring what title to put.
Think it can be quite well illustrates my current life, move on.
Not fully, but partially.

Slept quite early yesterday, around 10.40, if I'm not mistaken.
A healthy life?
Nah... It was unintentionally.
It can be seen because the light was switched on whilst I sleeping.
I never slept with the lights on.
Unless the locations are in public area, library and etc,
which of course, I have no control over their lighting volume.

One day, I asked her.
Why?
So like to see my blog a?
"Yalah, I can see many things that you wouldn't tell me", she said.
I replied: "Yeah, then people who see my blog will eventually knows me well than you, a gf of mine".
She raised her voice but not because of anger: "Yalah, you so bad". (kind of forget what she said) Yeah. It's true.
That I found it is real hard to express myself to anyone, esp. my closed one.
Not that I'm not willing, maybe it is the matter that I am not used to.
I told little or no about me to my siblings, but maybe a little more to my mother.
I stop telling story to my mother, selectively, because the story will be known by my father and others in the next day.
Of course I know it was a caring is sharing move.
But when I only told her, that messages are really just meant for her.
That's the reason I only told her, but not others.

Who else? Any exceptional?
Of course there is.
SHE.
She knows a lot of "me" that you all don't.
I kind of smiled when I said others who read my blog knows more about me.
Because I knows they don't.
But you do.
Words are something you deliberately, with some decorative intention, express out in the form of... w...ord?
It is not really something natural.
For sure it is half truth that its represent you, but not fully. But you know me more.
I can bet my life on this.
Should you never doubt on that, and enjoy the priviledge you ever have.

:)

Like you said,
SMILE... Because it'll never hurt to smile.