Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Belated blog-

It was indeed a heavy delay for me to write blog that
I should have done it on yesterday night.
Guess what is the reason?
Social psychology mid-term test was at this morning
and every time without fail, I had my last minute revision
for this subject as well.
Guess this is not a good reason and
never classified as one as well.
It is more like a personal mistake but reason.
Punished me by having a fatigue body throughout the day
and couldn't perform well in my exam.
It seems that this should be the first bad take of my day.
Appreciate the present minute rather than the "last minute".

Second bad things?
Because of bad planning stage, again, I have my plan left abandoned.
Review back of my blog, it seems that planning and taking action
is always the problem, however, it never cure.
Not giving out full commitment? Perhaps.
I guess the lesson will be, set priority for myself.

Third?
I have my extra expenses for the day.
I actually set limit for my expenses, so that,
in the end of day, I can have some savings that
could cover for my other expenses.
Hope that it won't dragged down my plan too far.
Lesson? Count what you spent~

3 good takes?
Bring my girl friend in the middle of night to have
"wind blow".
Kind of a special feeling I have. Satisfaction takes place perhaps.
Since it appears that we started to have lesser time for both of us.
It somehow refilled the bottom soul that going to be empty.

Second?
I do make some reflective decision,
which I define as instant decision that depends on situation.
As I am an analytical as analyse by the personality test,
I am uncomfortable when faced with sudden change.
I am in my process of slowly adapting myself with emergency
situation rather than always take my own sweet time
to think out of solution.
Simply because, not all the situation allowed for steady interpretation.
Most of the time, when important decision has to be make, every second counts.

Lastly, it seems that I started to feel that driving to KL
is no longer as emotional stressful as time previously.
Although it might seems nothing for anyone with my age,
but for me, I do treasure it as one of my achievements.
Proud of any single detail that I could done well.
Reason? That is what I have done for myself.

The end - Have to rushing for today's blog. @@.

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