And I just realized that a lot of decision I have made, is really decided upon influences by others, in an indirect and unintentional way.
And I also realized that I identify certain people, to a small degree, as someone I quite familiar with.
And I also realized, friends around me are quite concern about my thesis. Ignoring what their concern are, I'm more interested how I actually spread it out and make it seems like a concern for me which eventually gain the concern of others. I may have fail the test of being not punctual, but i guess i pass some test that i unconsciously gave to myself, that i don't even know the tests are, just feeling satisfied with the result.
You may argue it is an excuse, or in fact, it may really was one.
but you will never know, because i don't think you live your life my way,
which never make your argument valid enough for me,
because simply, you aint me, and i also not wiling to be like you,
Cz, it makes me feel unique that way, a unique creature with bloody flesh covered in stretching skin and with a thinking head, plugging on top of it. :)
2 comments:
very interesting :)
so you didnt pass it up on time? :P
not 38, this is concern :)
OBVIOUSLY i didn't manage to pass up. it was a late submission with deduction of two marks.. and now i know how i actually let other ppl concern for me. LOL
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