Clear language

Things really will get more crystal clear when you actually put it into words.

thoughts are all around, they're not organized, they can be in any form as long they wish to.

but sentences and essays are different, some thought have to put right before another to make sense out of it.

and because language are thought that in the line form, you know exactly what you should to do first and what you're actually thinking and what thought links to another. thing will then seems perfectly simple and sweet enough for you to make effortless but thoughtful decision that is reasonable.

And I feel language is just too powerful that it actually organize thought. but it only works all the time when it is either in spoken or written form. you may argue that mere thinking could work the same too, but having the "could" word, it means there are times where this method wouldn't work.

Having say all this crap, i'm still individual who prefer to use mind, the fluid kind of thought, that things will get super complicated and messy as well almost make every hair of mine drops due to the over usage of brain juice. I still see the beauty of mind where things could seem perfectly fit to one another, but when it was put into words and sentences, they aren't. That's the beauty of brain, they tolerate any form of incompatibility.

Language can also limit my creativity. my brain works faster than my hand. often i find myself struggling to figure out what i've written down and when i figure out, it was actually the overlapping of two different thoughts that my hand couldn't seem to write down them in time, which is why certain words are skip and words related to next thought are filling in the sequence.

being random again that i suddenly feel like talking about my thesis.

I still haven't start anything at all and i received an email that i required to inform Ms. Winnie the number of participants that i wish to recruit by 15 August, 2011. It was a head shot for me to realize that i have little time left for thesis 1 completion and i have yet figure out what topic i want to do. i even worry and thinking whether i am equipped enough to do my thesis.

and i am now being random again that i am too lazy to complete what this essay is about.

so....

SEE YA!