dilemma.

arghh...!

Results are great indicator of the effort you paid off.

for some, it might be true. but why this particular subject just doesn't apply with this theory?

quite sad and disappointed with the result that just came out.

why the standard for one subject is so in huge difference compare to another?

My mind to choose Psychology in workplace shaken.

Because I can't assure myself that i can get a good grade with this subject.

some say, don't haunted by the past, get up from where you fall.

of course the same thing apply in opposite too.

if you has been beaten so terribly in the past,

why should you go again if you knew the same thing might happen once more.

the high-energetic-me just right before all of the things that happen in this week,

began to scatter around.

i can't found any pieces of me.

okay, maybe not all that broken, but most of it yes.

please forgive me, i do like to exaggerate.

i still have chance to be a rising sun,

given choosing appropriate subjects and be consistent in my works.

should i risk myself to take a subject that i kind-of-like-but-not-that-much and get a terribly grade (which i also not so sure, that's why i called it a risk), or just postpone and wait for a better one and push more hard work afterward.

Life is about problem solving and decision making all the time, isn't it?

Haiz....

Yeah! BABY!!!!! (i put this line bcz i don't like "Haiz" to be the end of my story. ~.~)