wondering whether that could be contagious in the end or not.
contagious in the sense that i am addicted in sharing,
sharing my personal life so much, to another third party that
i don't even closed to.
but it is definitely a great insight while in the process.
i see so much things in myself that i never really care and aware of.
i thought those things wouldn't be impacting my life so much,
to the degree that i might acted deviant sometimes.
not to the extreme to committing a crime of course,
but some other thing that i don't do it usually.
it seems to be pathetic that we can learn ourself only through the visual glass from others.
i am still learning to evaluate myself instead of that i need to adjust my self-esteem accordingly to the judgments of others all this while.
like it or not, it has been my ways of doing it since like nobody's years.
the matter of truth is that, can i really make it?
self-efficacy plays a crucial roles, definitely.
but is just that i don't really think i am capable of thinking in that way.
a little of deception need to be done.
self-hypnosis too, perhaps.
still and keep exploring, the life of a human.
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