Persistence

I think I've talked about this long time ago,
that success is a simple formula with persistence = success, at most of the time, if not all.

True but I never applied such formula on the things I did.
I've this little idea before, to sell coke chicken wings that I've learn from the restaurant that I've once worked in.
That plan started fast and went off quite immediately afterward.
Because lacked of certain ingredients, the chicken wings just don't taste right,
and there goes the end of my little idea.

So easy gave up right?
I think the same too, but it is only until now I feel it.
I don't felt the same at that moment,
I felt that I've done so much to prepare -
the marinate process, buying ingredients, cutting, frying, and etc.
I realize the outcome isn't satisfying from what I expected,

and then I give up on trying, cause I am thinking that was my best,

I can't be any better than that.

It is then recently, few weeks or months back,

a friend of mine,

saying if it fails, why don't give it a try one more time?

You know that you've been long time never practice on it,

of course it wouldn't be nice on the first attempt.

Roman wasn't built in a day too.

I feel a strikes, an arrow flew through my thinking hat,

a light bulb shining above my head,

Yeah! Why I never thought of that?

Or it is because I wasn't really want to do it in the first place.

Perhaps, it was merely a try of luck, if it turns out well then I will go for it,

if it isn't, end the fantasy.

past is already past,

i can't change it anyhow.

Learning from history is always comes from mouth of loser,

people who makes mistake.

but later becomes winner when they really review themselves.

So, have you decide to be a winner or loser? (staring in the mirror)

p/s: this post was a draft that I've long forgotten. now i finish it and publishing.