Thoughts

Mobile phone spoiled, terribly.
For it, I called spoil though it is still usable.
Because it no longer serves the function of convenient-wise.

Keypad and the system inside seems incompatible as
the system neglected the commands which I had input.
Perfect time for a new mobile phone? Perhaps.
But really reluctant to spent money on something which cost more than RM600 for my own.
Though with RM150, you'll get a brand new one.
It is portable, but not convenient as it sounds like - at least for me.
I felt it is a kind of burden all along.
Heavy, and in the same time, exposed me to almost 24 hours of radioactive.
So, despite of all the risks, shouldn't I get something which serve more function in one tiny thing?
That's what technology meant for, isn't it?
Nah, never mind. I won't buy a new phone, anyway.
At least, for now, for this particular moment.
But my current K750i really brought a lot of troubles to me.
Called others w/o any consent to me.
Sms-ed as well.
"Cancel" key is sometimes served as "Go for it" key.
Which mean, I wanted to "go back" to the previous page, and it turned out sending the messages out. It had been really "helpful" and "caring for others" all this while. By sending those "caring" messages which are blank in its contents. Because - You say it best, when you say nothing at all~

I'm not a mindful person.
I do and did things w/o full concentration.
I can study at this moment, and go for gaming at next.
A "random" characteristics perhaps.
But, I don't really like it.
As I seem not to complete all the things which I wanted to.
Mind flew thousand miles away even I am eyed on the articles in the textbook.

I bought quite a number of books.
From self-motivation to childcare, not really A-Z but I would said A-I.
Funny is that, I found no time to read them up.
I know and always conscious that it was me that never squeezed the lemon,
to have more time to be use.
Juices are always there, but I never bother to use them to read my books.
One could have finish one book overnight, it could be years or infinity for my book to be read-up.
Reading one book at the moment, and bought 3 or more books in the same time,
is things that I once did.
Seeing them all stacked, higher and higher, I do sometime worry that I might get suffocated by the absent of oxygen. *Books do have the process of oxidation*- Is it? That's the reason they turn yellow, isn't it? Guess so...

Woke up at 10.35pm and now, it is 1.25am.
Warn me to go bed, otherwise it will be late and black face of her in the next morning.
good night~