-Fatigue-

Today is a bad day.
Maybe it do not apply to anyone outside there,
but it is a definitely yes for me.

Worthlessness.
It's been a long time I don't smell it.
And "fortunately", I happened to met it at the end of my day.

Hi! Mr.Miserable!
What "wind" brings you to me?
It's a bad day~

Today is a working day for me (part time).
My job scope is basically to do sales for our company products.
There is immense feeling of worthlessness filling in my mind
throughout the working process.
I can't get over it.

Comparison is inevitable.
It is the comparison that make the difference.
Everyone knows that fingers are vary in length.
We know and we understand.
Still yet,we compare.
Even others don't seem to have that intention,
but unconsciously, you are judging and
comparing the result as well.

It is more like being treated unfairly by the might-exist Almighty, feeling distressful.
Angry to myself why other can did well but me.
Angry to myself why I don't step back and check for the mistake I have ever make.
Angry to myself why I pull myself back when it was time for me to move on.
Angry to myself why I being so pessimistic that keep me so awake, and typing the
mid-night-blog, while other able to sleep tight and put down everything.

Day still have to go on,
life either.
I chose to keep alive,
then I should live life to its fullest.
Never turn back and sigh for the past,
should not pull myself back when it is not the time to do so.
I should not and shall not.

I am grate that I do revision for errors-in-life.
I feel happier that changes do happen in my life.
And same thing for others-
-Cheryl happens to speak Cantonese in a smoother way. :)-she said that.
Moment of grateful when she told me this while I am in a deep shit mood.
Credit to her that always be the remedy in my life.

Tomorrow will be a better day?
Don't say it.
Let's do it and make thing happen-
Good night.